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29 June 2005

The Big Empty

So, you know how when someone has been around for so long, then they leave. Well, she who is not my child, is going to the airforce. She is very .... well, she is hardly around when we are, and when she is, she is either web surfing, or listening to music. Anyways, she was gone the other day, and the emptiness of the the space she takes up was ENOURMOUS. I didn't realize how much I would miss her, until she was gone. I will miss her!! She is as close to my child as any could be, short of being of my blood.
The car, the car. So, I had to close the previous 401k, just to get the car fixed, and pay my last taxes. Needless to say, the past couple of days have been a little stress filled. Chain smoked some Djarum Blacks, did a little drinkin, and now, well, I don't FEEL any better, but my perspective is a little better. Ah yes, and my health. Well, better not to burden you dear reader (lol, like I have any dear readers at this juncture in time). This is more for my health and well being, then for the edification of any masses.

26 June 2005

Jezzus the HEAT

So, it's hot. And being that it's hot, I am doing nothing more than sitting in the AC. Being fat sucks in the summer. I would love to be outside, in the sun, but.. Oh well, enuff of that rant! So yesterday, went and saw Mr. and Mrs. Smith. Pretty fluff piece of cinema. Not much to puzzle over, just beautiful people being violent. Not a BAD way to waste a couple of hours. Then dinner out! Early to bed (well, early for me) and up early, with more nothing on my plate for today. Sometimes I really hate technology, and all the joyful things that are brought about as a result. I just wanted a little music on the computer whilste I blog/browse/play for chrissakes. What a chore to get it!

I will try and do more with this blog in the days to come, be patient.

23 June 2005

ARRRGHH

Well, today is the 2nd day of summer, according to those that say these things are so. Am feeling a little down today, as I still am not sure how I am gonna pay the money to the people who I need to pay it to. Car will probably be a hassle too. Ah well, this too shall pass!